Just something to thanks God

I thanks God for answering prayer.

These days have been quite stressed to me. I realize that I started to anxious and worry about everything, like my new school life, projects, different commitments at church and people. I really know that I shouldn't be anxious because it means I am not putting God first, and I tend to dependence on my own. I knew it at the same time but I REALLY couldn't help it. I got stressed especially when things are not going well according to my expectation. Once I got stressed, I would be even more stressed because I worried if my spiritual life would go down turn, which I really saw it going. I know I didn't have peace, and didn't know what to do.

I prayed to God, please help me help me, cus I know once I stop depending on Him, I will not be good.

I prayed God will give me REAL peace to my heart. I prayed for the holy spirit to fill me. Then I went to sleep and stop thinking.

I experience a bit more peace in my heart the next day morning. Then later I got to school, check my email, I praise God that God helped me to solve some problems for me.....and I finally realize that my life doesn't belongs to me. He has given me the time, the energy, the brain, all is for the purpose to glorify Him. Now I had already committee my life to Him, meaning I have committee EVERYTHING to Him. I truly understand that it is He who will works out the best on my life, and all I need to do is do my best on what is in front, and then He will take cares the rest.

I am not there yet, but i am still learning in progress, but I see it coming. Thank you Lord. This is YOUR life, not mine. Do whatever you want if it will glorify your name. MAY YOUR WILL BE DONE IN MY LIFE.