Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church,-Colossians 1:24
I am glad when I suffer for you in my body, for I am participating in the sufferings of Christ that continue for his body, the church.-Colossians 1:24 (NLT)
Whenever I read this verse in my bible, I find it hard to understand. That's why I wrote in the margins: "NLT, AMP". That's a note to tell myself to go read the NLT or the AMP versions. Those versions help me to understand this verse a bit better. The first part is easy where Paul is basically saying that he's happy for his sufferings for their sake. It is a weird thing to say since it's weird to be happy for sufferings. Usually, sufferings are bad things. Perhaps it's important to note that the sufferings are for their sake. So, he's not suffering for no reason or for a stupid reason. The other part is the more confusing part, but I guess it's not that confusing. What confuses me is that Paul is somehow "filling up what is lacking in Christ's afflictions", which is a weird thing for me to understand. It's easier for me to understand that it says in NLT, that he is participating in Christ's sufferings. Now, the NLT version probably misses a bit out of the understanding of this verse, but that is at least something to help me understand what Paul is saying here. He is suffering for them and his sufferings are in some nature the sufferings of Christ. How he is "filling up" in Christ's afflictions, I don't understand. More importantly, I don't understand how it can be lacking in any way. Perhaps since Jesus has died and been raised, Jesus can't suffer in the same way that Paul is currently suffering for them. I'm not to saying that what Jesus did wasn't sufficient. However, perhaps the "lacking" would be referring to the current task and work at hand which Paul is taking up. It is still because of Christ that Paul suffers and Jesus is preeminent, so Paul is really doing Christ's work of suffering in the current things in some sense. So, maybe that's why NLT just said "participating". In any case, Paul is glad for his sufferings that he experiences for them and it is also Christ's sufferings too, which probably also makes Paul happy.