God is Awsome!

i got to write this down! Over the pass few days God has been awesome. I have gone through struggling with lot things. Most of it was girl issue but through praying and talking to people I've been able just to allow God to work in me. I was so deep in my struggle that were problem in other people's life. My friends aunt died and he's suffering that pain, also a youth died in Moose Jaw. There was so much other pain that all I can do was concentrate on my own pain. It was challenge to look beyond myself and look at the things God is doing and it it still is; but there is Joy in it.
It's kinda of funny, life is found in death. Look at Christ death on the cross. In the mist of pain in me and all around me God was there. Always in control when the does not seem like it. We sometime fail to see it but God made purpose all those things to happen. I was able to reach out to my friend and grief with him and encourage him. I was able to be with youth morning over a friend death. And for the girl problem just to pray for her and ask God to take care her and raise her to women she needs to be. All this was God saying "are you ready to serve me? because I made you to do god works". There is a fulfillment found in God and when we start to get involve with him he leads to places we never imagine. God is awesome!