Just Stop and Think

I started to realize that I need to stop. I need to stop trying to be busy; I need to stop trying to feel good about what I have done; I need to stop pretending to be a "good" Christian; I need to stop comparing myself to other people; I need to stop criticizing others.

When I learn to stop, and just try to imagine that I stand in front of God, compare to His awesomeness, and compare to His standard of life, I started to realize that how small I am, and how sinful I am, and how unworthily I am that God has saved me, and send His only son and died for my sin. I started to REALLY realize that God is love, and He loves me.

Lord, may your holy spirit remind me always about your greatness to me, and your love to me. How could i live my life like normal, if I truly know how much you love me. How could I not be humble, if I truly surrender to your awesomeness. How could I be criticism if I truly knowing that we need to work together and help each other to grow.

I know there is a long long long journey for me to learn, but I am fulled with joy again because I am satisfied in You. I started to realize that life is amazing.

"Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love."

1 Corinthians 13:13